TEENAGERS WITH EXPERIENCE

  • Home
  • Mental Health
    • Anxiety and Stress Articles
    • Body Image Articles
    • Depression Articles
    • Disorder Articles
    • Eating Disorder Articles
    • Getting Help Articles
    • Mental Health and Others Articles
    • OCD Articles
    • Self-Harm Articles
    • Sleep Problem Articles
    • Social Anxiety Articles
  • LGBTQ+
    • Coming Out Articles
    • Gender Articles
    • Questioning Articles
    • Pride Articles
    • Sexuality Articles
  • Lifestyle
    • Addiction Articles
    • Beauty Articles
    • Growing Up Articles
    • Hobby Articles
    • Healthy Living Articles
    • Modern World Articles
    • Period Articles
    • Sex Articles
    • Sense of Self Articles
  • Education
    • College Articles
    • Life Skills Articles
    • Revision Articles
    • School Articles
    • University Articles
    • Volunteer Articles
    • Working Articles
  • Social Life
    • Abuse Articles
    • Bullying Articles
    • Emotion Articles
    • Family Articles
    • Friendship Articles
    • Death Articles
    • Pet Articles
    • Relationship Articles
  • Disabilities
    • Autism
    • ADHD
    • Deaf & Blindness
    • Learning Disabilities
    • Physical Disabilities
  • Topical
    • BLM Articles
    • COVID-19 Articles
    • Cultural Articles
    • Environment Articles
    • Feminism Articles
    • Finance Articles
    • Political Articles
    • Holiday Articles >
      • Christmas
      • Easter
      • Halloween
      • New Years Articles
      • Valentine's Day
    • Religion Articles
  • Creative Writing
    • Poems
    • Reviews
    • Short Stories
    • Writing Prompts
  • Team
    • Join The Team
    • Our Team
    • Virtual Work Experience
  • About
    • About Us
    • Contact Us
    • Videos
  • For Schools
  • Submit an article
  • Home
  • Mental Health
    • Anxiety and Stress Articles
    • Body Image Articles
    • Depression Articles
    • Disorder Articles
    • Eating Disorder Articles
    • Getting Help Articles
    • Mental Health and Others Articles
    • OCD Articles
    • Self-Harm Articles
    • Sleep Problem Articles
    • Social Anxiety Articles
  • LGBTQ+
    • Coming Out Articles
    • Gender Articles
    • Questioning Articles
    • Pride Articles
    • Sexuality Articles
  • Lifestyle
    • Addiction Articles
    • Beauty Articles
    • Growing Up Articles
    • Hobby Articles
    • Healthy Living Articles
    • Modern World Articles
    • Period Articles
    • Sex Articles
    • Sense of Self Articles
  • Education
    • College Articles
    • Life Skills Articles
    • Revision Articles
    • School Articles
    • University Articles
    • Volunteer Articles
    • Working Articles
  • Social Life
    • Abuse Articles
    • Bullying Articles
    • Emotion Articles
    • Family Articles
    • Friendship Articles
    • Death Articles
    • Pet Articles
    • Relationship Articles
  • Disabilities
    • Autism
    • ADHD
    • Deaf & Blindness
    • Learning Disabilities
    • Physical Disabilities
  • Topical
    • BLM Articles
    • COVID-19 Articles
    • Cultural Articles
    • Environment Articles
    • Feminism Articles
    • Finance Articles
    • Political Articles
    • Holiday Articles >
      • Christmas
      • Easter
      • Halloween
      • New Years Articles
      • Valentine's Day
    • Religion Articles
  • Creative Writing
    • Poems
    • Reviews
    • Short Stories
    • Writing Prompts
  • Team
    • Join The Team
    • Our Team
    • Virtual Work Experience
  • About
    • About Us
    • Contact Us
    • Videos
  • For Schools
  • Submit an article

my comparison complex

22/4/2022

0 Comments

 
Have you ever looked around you at your "friends", family members or celebrities and felt like you were being left behind? As if they were all achieving so many goals that you start to wonder: "Hey, when is it going to be my turn? Or better yet, will this ever happen to me too?"

I suffered through this complex for a better part of my junior and senior year of high school when I realized a lot of my friends got into Ivy League schools all the way in the US, or that they were taking a gap year to work. It seemed as if everyone was finally going to experience their college dreams abroad while I was in Tanzania, with barely having anything figured out. 

I had fear and anxiety growing inside me every day because of this. Maybe it was because I was so used to having things planned out for me instead. 

I had, and if I am being honest, still have these overwhelming thoughts that I’m probably going to just be another extra or another background character to all of my friends' stories. All of this stemmed just from seeing a few of my friends already looking successful. Some had become small but growing influencers on social media, another had started a YouTube channel, and the girl I sat next to in class had started an online business that is taking off. As proud as I am of them, I just couldn’t help but feed the hungry thought that maybe I'd never be as impressive as they were.

Like where was my shining moment? When will it happen to me? This ate me up to the point where even posting something on Instagram became hard for me and I always hit the discard button. That annoying and degrading voice in my head would taunt me and remind me of how anything I do would ever be good enough. There were so many people out there with better content than me, so why even try?

Fast forward to a few months later, I finally understood that I had a comparison complex. I constantly used to compare every single detail about my social life with people I idolized even my closest friends. I understand they would never rub it in my face to taunt me but the insecurity that I was being left behind became an obsession.

So what I did was that I decided to spend less time on the apps that I believed just added salt to the wound such as Instagram. I went from spending half my day on there to just mainly opening it at night. With Snapchat, I stopped doing streaks which ultimately led to me rarely opening it to check out peoples' stories. This small action helped immensely in building my self confidence.

If I wasn’t seeing the things that triggered me negatively, like a classmate posting their new college jersey,  I wouldn't compare myself to them as much. I also reduced talking to some of the friends that brought out these insecurities in me. Not out of hate or envy, but I needed to focus more myself. To build the person I wanted to turn into rather than compare my current state to the picture of my best friend in Australia.

 Just to be clear, I celebrate my friends' accomplishments but putting distance between them and me was my way of learning how to celebrate myself instead. 

Now I know that a comparison complex can be triggered by other things, which might not necessarily be the need to be successful like mine was; but here’s a few tips I hope will help you through this phase the same way they helped me:
  • Reduce your screen time on apps that  trigger you into feeling negatively about yourself. Cause for me I thought negatively mainly after I saw something from social media. And when I wasn't there, I was okay, so I figured spending less time there would build my confidence enough for whenever I go back, I wouldn't be affected as much.
 
  • Considering unfollowing accounts you tend to compare yourself with this was something I did with celebrity accounts such as Kylie Jenner's. I know this is a bit of a stretch but seeing her being a billionaire at just twenty three didn’t make me feel a whole lot better and if you don’t see yourself doing this then maybe my third tip would be...
 
  • Follow more self love and motivational accounts. I know Instagram accounts like @femalecollective and @emotional.healer . The latter listens to your problems and it’s a great place to vent. Follow more accounts that help you feel better about yourself.
 
  • Make hobbies or other activities that help distract you from thoughts that’ll eat you up or focus and advance whatever skill you may have like painting, playing the guitar, working out, or whatever else you're interested in. The more you improve the more you’ll appreciate yourself by being able to do something others probably don’t know how to!
 
  • Listen to music, dance silly in your bed-room and learn to enjoy yourself for who you are. 
 
  • Talk to someone, even the source of your insecurity. So far, I have talked to my friend about this and she made me realize that pictures don’t always reveal everything. She has had her own fears that she was struggling with and knowing this made me realize how talking things out lifted a weight that I didn’t know I was carrying off my shoulders as we comforted each other.

​Now I want to end with this quote; “ You’re so busy doubting yourself, while others are intimidated by your potential”. This quote reminded me daily that the way I was thinking about how all my classmates were moving forward was the same way that some of them might view me. Someone could be looking up to you and you wouldn’t even know it! I hope this helped you. I want you to know that It will get better. It will take time but it will. Try channelling that obsession with comparing yourself with others to comparing yourself with who you were yesterday and who you want to be tomorrow.

Picture

Magdalena

(She/Her)
Magdalena writes so that others may find the advice or information they have been searching for. Her articles aim to make her readers feel less alone.

0 Comments

Your comment will be posted after it is approved.


Leave a Reply.

    Picture

    Categories

    All
    Abuse
    Addictions
    ADHD
    Advice
    Age Regression
    A Levels
    Anxiety
    Anxiety And Stress
    Autism
    Beauty
    Binding
    Body Image
    Books
    Budgeting
    Bullying
    Christianity
    Chronic Pain
    Cleaning
    Climate
    College
    Coming Out
    Cost Of Living
    Covid 19
    Covid-19
    Creative Writing
    Cultural
    Death
    Depression
    Disability
    Disorder
    Dissociation
    Dissociative Disorder
    Economic
    Education
    Emotions
    Environment
    Family
    Feminism
    Finance
    Friendship
    Gender
    Getting Help
    Growing Up
    Halloween
    Healthy Living
    Helping Others
    Hobbies
    Hobby
    Holidays
    Hormones
    Identity
    LGBTQ+
    Life Skills
    Lifestyle
    Lockdown
    Loneliness
    Love
    Low Mood
    Menstruating
    Mental Health
    Mental Health & Others
    Money
    Motivation
    Music
    Neurodivergent
    New Year's
    Pandemic
    Perfectionism
    Periods
    Personal
    Personality Disorder
    Pets
    Physical Disability
    Poem
    Poetry
    Political
    Politics
    Pride
    Prom
    PSM
    QUEER
    Questioning
    Relationships
    Religion
    Reviews
    Revision
    Saving Money
    School
    Self Care
    Self Harm
    Self Love
    SEN/D
    Sense Of Self
    Sexual Health
    Sexuality
    Shopping
    Short Story
    Sleep Problems
    Social Anxiety
    SOCIAL LIFE
    Social Media
    Stress
    Strikes
    Support
    Tinder
    Topical
    Trigger Warnings
    University
    Volunteering
    Work
    Work Experience
    Working
    World Affairs
    Writing Prompts
    Young Carers

      Further support or information

    Submit

    RSS Feed

Picture
Home
Join The Team

About Us
Contact Us
Teenagers With Experience is an online organisation created to provide teenagers worldwide with an online platform to share their own experiences to be able to help, inform and educate others on  a variety of different topics. We aim to provide a safe space to all young people. You can contact us via email, social media or our contact form.

Please note that the content on this website is created by teenagers. While we strive to provide accurate and helpful information, it is important to remember that we are not professional experts. If you are experiencing a crisis or need professional advice, please reach out to a qualified mental health professional or a helpline.​

Submit